something to talk about.

i really love badly drawn boy. the soundtrack to about a boy is one of the best soundtracks ever and it just makes me want to wear a track jacket and walk around a city park with a lake. specific! but true. it also now reminds me of being in seattle and eating at a taco time that randomly played a bunch of his songs. amazing. fyi: taco time will taste the same whether you are six or twenty-two: DELICIOUS.

the up-and-downs continue for me. yesterday was a bad day! but today feels better. mostly everything is tied to what i'm doing with my life right now. in one week i have: decided that i want to go to culinary school, got really excited about culinary school, realized that culinary was way too expensive, got really sad about culinary school, re-looked at pima, decided that i could go to culinary school through pima, got really excited about culinary school again, started feeling weird about not getting a 'traditional' education, looked at ua again, hated it again, started thinking about canada, looked at the other ua [university of alberta!], fell in love with it, realized that it would also be way too expensive unless i was canadian or had dual citizenship [if only my dad had lived there longer, the jerk], looked at summer courses at arizona ua again, and randomly found four i wanted to take. it's a little...well, insane, really. i just don't know what i really want to do right now. i knew what i wanted to do, and i had it planned out to the semester, but then i ended up really hating it at ua. i think what i am going to do is just go to summer school and use it as a litmus test. if summer school goes really well, then i will keep going on the path i wanted to go on before everything got de-railed, but at an accelerated pace and more simplified [no double and triple majors, jesus, self] so i can get through it faster. then after i go to japan for a year [waseda daigakusei ni naritai yo!] i will graduate! all the while, i will be taking sporadic culinary classes so theoretically, when i graduate from ua, i will also be graduating from pima's culinary program! however, if summer school goes badly, then it's straight to culinary school i guess! i am hoping to get a lot of scholarships so i can help my parents get through all these schemes in one piece. but that is my plan for right now. it will probably change in an hour and i will decide that my true calling is rock climbing. but it really helped to write that out so thanks, blogger!

that is probably more than enough for now so i will shut it. good luck at your circus, bree and steph!